
6:43 p.m.: I’ve been in such a funk lately. I’ve barely wanted to leave the house. I was supposed to see my family on Saturday, who I haven’t seen much of since my mom died last year, but I couldn’t make myself go. My brother and his family came into town last Saturday and invited me along for lunch and then to go over to my aunt and uncle’s house to visit after. I just didn’t feel like having to socialize with people for hours. My family is super religious and has judged me so much for being a webcam model (I never told them, they found out), among many other things. I don’t really fit into their religious shell they want me to be. I’m sensual. I’m sexual. I like to show my body. And I like to be watched. It excites me and gives me such a thrill. My family may not approve of my lifestyle, my fiance, anything in my life, but I’m also unapologetic and I am very happy with what I do for a living. I’ve worked hard to be who I am today.
I’ve been shooting content, videos, and pictures all day for fans and getting videos and fan content to be sent out to those who have paid for it. I’ve been a busy girl today getting down and dirty! Now I’m smoking a blunt, letting Bobby chill to his music, and trying to keep my eyes open.Β
Yesterday, I read an entire damn book in one day. A book by a Playboy Playmate who used to date Hugh Hefner back in the day. I used to love the show “The Girls Next Door” about the Playboy Mansion back in the day on E! I adore reading and it was such a good book.Β
I’m gonna be posting new content to my TikTok again soon so be sure to follow me on there. π