7:45 p.m.: I’m still here, guys! I’ve just been dealing with a ton of stuff recently and have been super busy! I spent most of Wednesday in Muskogee at the doctor’s office and was so glad to finally be home that night!
Money’s been kinda tight lately so I’m really having to watch my spending. Steven’s not tipping like he was and I don’t know what’s going to happen with that. He was going from tipping every day to now I’m lucky if it’s every few days. He was such a big help financially for so long that it’s kind of a shock that it’s kind of abruptly ending and really disappointing too. He says he’ll tip me good on Wednesday. I’m hoping it actually comes through so maybe I can get ahead a little bit again. I’m worried that’s going to be the last time he ever tips so I’m gonna have to be careful with what he does send on Wednesday and use it wisely. The camming industry has always had it’s ups and downs with traffic, but during the summer, it’s slower than usual with people going outside more. And then around Christmastime it slows down but I’m still doing okay. I just have to spend carefully until I get my next couple of paychecks in. But Steven’s always come through so I’m hoping Wednesday goes as hoped because after he tips, we’re gonna be doing a lot of webcam time together! hehe
I don’t know what’s gotten into Bobby lately but his sex drive has been through the roof lately and we’ve been fucking a ton lately! Not that I’m complaining. He fucked me missionary earlier today and it was heavenly. I came so fucking hard. Just squirted everywhere and made such a mess. Messy sex is the best sex. Cum and juices flowing always get me hot. He loves making dem titties bounce when he’s pounding that cunt hard. He loves showing me what a big man he is. Sucking those nipples and slamming his cock deep into my belly making me beg him for mercy. He poured his love and his cum to me and made me feel complete. He is seriously the best sex I’ve ever had in my life. They say black men are more passionate in bed and from my personal experience, it’s true.
11:20 p.m.: It’s gonna be a long night. I can’t sleep. I slept too much earlier today. Whoops. I was just so fucking tired. I haven’t been getting as much sleep as I should and I know it. I really need my rest. One thing that’s on my mind is I want to try and go the whole month of July without smoking weed. I want a month to get clean and get it out of my system. It’s absolutely destroying my skin, and it’s too fucking expensive. With money starting to get tight again, I need to watch how much I’m spending on unnecessary bullshit. So tonight, I need to honestly catch up on my site, update it some, and maybe watermarking some of my photos because my photos get stolen a LOT. OMG I see so many fake ass accounts using my photos, all over fucking social media. I do what I can with DCMA letters and alerting the site of my stolen identity but it’s just a pain in my ass so hopefully the watermarking helps some.
