Tuesday, August 25th, 2026

6:40 pm: I hope that Dumbass Tom doesn’t bother me again. To joke around about a girl’s weight is never okay, especially when so many girls struggle with body image issues. It wasn’t funny. I wound up telling him off for being a dick and then he kept it up so I had to block him. It’s kind of sad a grown ass man doesn’t know how to talk to women, which I guess explains why he became so obsessed with an online cam girl (me). Total creeper. Then I had some French loser harassing me with texts, phone calls and emails today and had to block him. I’ve just really been having bad luck with stalkers lately.

Tomorrow night, Bobby and I are staying at the casino hotel again. He has two free nights in August and in September so we’re using up our second free night for August tomorrow night. I’m really looking forward to it! I could use a mini-vacation, even if it is just for one night.

I bought 6 new My Little Ponies off of Amazon and the last two came today! I’ve been adding to my collection. I’ve been collecting My Little Ponies for years. It’s my favorite collection besides my Nintendo Switch games. I collect a lot of the old stuff from the 80’s like Rainbow Brite, Strawberry Shortcake, and Care Bears. I love all that vintage stuff from back then like the metal lunchboxes they had but I especially miss the 90’s I grew up in the 90’s. Best decade ever.

Tuesday, June 30th, 2026

10:30 a.m.: Smoking a joint with my earbuds plugged into my ears and my music blaring full blast. I’ve got Robert Palmer’s “Addicted To Love” going right now. Remember that 80’s hottie? I always had a mad crush on him. He just dresses so fucking nice. I adore a man in a suit. And I love cologne. Those are my two weaknesses. They can make the ugliest man hot. For real. 

My dad called me this morning while he was walking his dog and we got a good half hour conversation in. I really miss him. He lives in Kansas and I don’ get to see him often. I’m saving up to visit him though. I’ve never been to Kansas so I’d love to. It’s my goal to visit all 50 states and all 7 continents. I’ve been to 7 states and one continent so far. I love to travel. But I really do miss my dad a lot. My mom died last year and he’s t he only parent I have left so I’m a lot more attached to him than I was before my mom, in fear of me losing him too. He’s an amazing father and I know he loves me a lot. He’s never given up on me, even when I deserved it. My mom was the same way. Both are amazing people with hearts of gold. I miss my mom sssooo much. We were super close and my heart still hurts for her so much.

The heat and the humidity here is so fucking awful. Stepping outside, even for a few minutes, is a nightmare. I desperately miss Spring and Fall. I despise Summer and Winter is not too bad. It’s just Summer. I am not a very Tropical person.