Monday, August 10th, 2026

8 p.m. I really just wanna get through tonight and tomorrow. Wednesday is payday for me and it’s gonna be a really sweet check this week (especially if Steven comes through on Wednesday night like he promised). And then for the past two weeks, Bobby and I have been planning a mini staycation at the local casino hotel resort up the street from my apartment One good thing about Bobby gambling are the perks. Honestly, we’ve had some issues with his gambling before but he somehow always seems to make it right when he fucks up and then the perks he gets are always fun. So, for August and in September, we get two free nights at the hotel inside the casino. So we booked our first night in August for this Thursday night. So Wednesday is payday. Thursday is our mini vacation. We get another night we can use too this month but haven’t decided on a second day yet. So it’ll be fun! I’m setting aside a few dollars so we can eat inside the casino for dinner Wednesday night too. I gotta get my fucking ID replaced on Thursday before we check in because I lost it again. So there goes another $25. I am so bad at losing shit. 🙁 But Steven helped me out tonight with some THC and I’m so grateful. He always comes through.

I don’t know why but I’ve become re-obsessed with Kid Rock again, especially in his late 90’s, early 2000’s era. I always loved his voice and his rock vibes. He’s ugly AF and looks like a methed out white trash pimp, but he’s got a really pretty voice. My favorite song by him is “Cold and Empty” but I’ve had “Bawitdaba” on repeat for two weeks non-stop now. I remember him being all over TRL on MTV back in the day and his performing at Woodstock ’99. Those were the days!