Monday, August 10th, 2026

8 p.m. I really just wanna get through tonight and tomorrow. Wednesday is payday for me and it’s gonna be a really sweet check this week (especially if Steven comes through on Wednesday night like he promised). And then for the past two weeks, Bobby and I have been planning a mini staycation at the local casino hotel resort up the street from my apartment One good thing about Bobby gambling are the perks. Honestly, we’ve had some issues with his gambling before but he somehow always seems to make it right when he fucks up and then the perks he gets are always fun. So, for August and in September, we get two free nights at the hotel inside the casino. So we booked our first night in August for this Thursday night. So Wednesday is payday. Thursday is our mini vacation. We get another night we can use too this month but haven’t decided on a second day yet. So it’ll be fun! I’m setting aside a few dollars so we can eat inside the casino for dinner Wednesday night too. I gotta get my fucking ID replaced on Thursday before we check in because I lost it again. So there goes another $25. I am so bad at losing shit. 🙁 But Steven helped me out tonight with some THC and I’m so grateful. He always comes through.

I don’t know why but I’ve become re-obsessed with Kid Rock again, especially in his late 90’s, early 2000’s era. I always loved his voice and his rock vibes. He’s ugly AF and looks like a methed out white trash pimp, but he’s got a really pretty voice. My favorite song by him is “Cold and Empty” but I’ve had “Bawitdaba” on repeat for two weeks non-stop now. I remember him being all over TRL on MTV back in the day and his performing at Woodstock ’99. Those were the days!

Wednesday, August 5th, 2026

9:30 a.m. Thank God it’s Wednesday! I get paid tonight! I get paid weekly every Wednesday night so this is definitely my most favorite day of the week. I’m running so low on food in the house, I really need to stock up. I’m adding new content to my 2026 Picture Album so click here to check out my new pics! New pictures added several times a week to that album so make sure to keep checking back!

I’m gonna have to seriously work on fasting today and trying to detox my body. I’ve been eating like a pig the past few days and I feel like I weigh a few lbs more than I’d like to at the moment and really want to lose 10 lbs. So I’ll just be doing my protein shake today fasting from solid food.

Wednesday, July 8th, 2026

6:30 p.m. Bobby and I just got done fucking. I hate the phrase “making love”. No, we didn’t make love. We straight up fucked. I don’t need romance and all that shit. Just fuck me good, fuck me hard, and fuck me raw. We hadn’t fucked in like 3 days so the sexual tension was building. It was good. I let him finish in my mouth this time. He deserved it. Bobby paid all the bills for the month of July. He got paid last night so we’re ahead on bills. The rent’s even paid up through September. I’m not gonna lie, one of the biggest reasons I let Bobby move in with me last year was because I wanted to be able to save my money. I use Bobby’s money for bills and groceries for the month and my money, I put towards spending money for the month, and then put a good chunk back into my savings account. I’m getting ahead financially, getting money saved up, and trying to be more responsible with my spending. I know never to depend on a man for money. Men come and go. I’ve learned this. So I know to always have a back up plan and money in savings, in case the guy falls through. Maybe it’s me having trust issues (I’ve been with Bobby for years and still know to always have a back up plan and money in savings in case shit hits the fan). I’m smart. I just don’t ever want to be completely dependent on a man. My check hits tonight so I’ll be grateful for that. 🙂